So, it's worse than I thought. Like TWENTY pounds, worse than I thought. Here's the thing, if you look at your scale everyday and decide that you don't need to step on it, even though you KNOW your jeans no longer fit...you're in major denial. When you have done absolutely nothing but sit on your tail for 2 months straight while eating only foods that can delivered to you and expect to be able to just jump into a workout regimin that has been dubbed "the toughest workout ever on DVD"...you KNOW you're in denial. So there I was anxiously opening my freshly delivered, life changing box of DVD's and of course expecting a magical wind to envelop me and instantly make me a fitness machine. Hell, I even went home EARLY from Halloween festivities so that I could prepare for the start of a fresh new month, a healthy new life and a body that would make Olvia Wilde cry. Ummmm. yeah. about that....that happens to not be how it works. This is in fact how it works: 1) wake up early 2)scratch that, hit snooze button. 3) wake up slightly earlier than normal 4) GET PUMPED (lies, ALL lies) 5) start the work out 6) promptly realize that I can't even drag myself through the fitness test portion. Thats right, after wheezing my way through three minutes of WARM UP, quickly was slapped into back into reality and out of that magical place known as "Denial".